I was so happy. Just an hour ago.. Where did it go? I can't do this for much longer. I'm sick and tired of it. I wish that this was just a nightmare and that I would wake up just right about now. But it's not a dream. It's my life. I can't do this anymore. I told you that you were the light in my life. That you were my lifeboat. Remember? Why are you drowning me then? Why? I can't handle all this pain inside. I can't do it. If this doesn't end soon..


I will.


Do you think one heartbreak is hard? Try dealing with two at the same time.